Ever since I got on the train this morning to return to the City I've been in a state of utmost lethargy and dullness. I'm not sure what is wrong but I've begun to suspect that it has to do with the fact that I am experiencing homesickness and a keen awareness of my lack of friends. Its really quite sad that my circle of confidantes is as small as it is, the seemingly smallness of that group is intensified when I'm in the type of mood I'm in now. In this state of dissatisfaction it appears as if the number of people I can call to drag me out of it is even smaller than it is normally, which in a sick kind of way just deepens the state of monotony I'm in. How sad. Shhht whats even sadder is that I'm bogging about it.
geeze.
The feeling compounds as I realize(AGAIN!!) that my one follower is me..... good grief
It is not the quantity of friends you have that matters but the quality of the friends you have.
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