i

I am lonely.
I am lonely because I am who I am.
I am a strong personality.
I say everything whether it should be or not.
I try to hold it in, it doesn't work.
I have so many emotions and frustrations and I can't articulate them. So I verbally throw up whatever is the most potent at the moment. This screws me over.
I hurt myself through my own actions.

 I cry over you.

I cry because I know its me.
I cry because I don't know how to fix what I cant see.
I cry because when I hurt you I hurt myself.

I cry because I am lonely.
I cry and then somehow mess up again.
I cry because I am sorry.

sorry.