Don't ask me to tell you who I am. I wont. I need my secrets. I need the shadows. If I didn't have them then you couldn't love me. I keep myself locked up because if you knew everything you'd be scared, there is so much more than you want to see. You don't want to know that I'm more than that girl you went to high school with.
I grow every day. I evolve. I change. I'm never the same so how could you even expect me to divulge everything when sometimes even I don't know.
Even if I did know I sure wouldn't tell you.
I don't want you to start thinking I don't know who I am. Trust me I do. I've slowly been discovering who I am since junior year. I know who I'm becoming. Every day I get closer. And to all of you who refuse to see that I'll just keep moving farther away and keep getting more incomprehensible.
I wish all of you that I loved would move with me, but you wont I'll leave you behind. I'm sorry but it's inevitable, I wont do it on purpose, but it will happen. I will continue to love you because you're a part of me, you helped shape me in some small way(some not so small).
So please don't ask me to tell you everything, but if you do remember I will lie.
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