It seems so long ago that we met.
And I suppose it was, so much has happened since then.
Heartaches. Trials, and Triumphs. Ends, and Beginnings. The New and The Old. oh and Beauty Pageants.
I have changed. I have become something different entirely. They told me this year would change me, I didn't really believe them. They were right.
At the beginning of this year I was told this year will change you, it will force you to either fail or rise above. I have done both. I have failed and then somehow managed to find my wings and still fly. It is a gut wrenching, soul breaking, will smashing process that wrings out every last possible reserve only to demand even more. You give more but that still is never enough. You succeed when you reach the realization that there comes a time when you can no longer afford to care about others opinions.
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